11 years and more…



11 years in relationship. It sounds like a very long long time but for me it’s just a short time. Until now I couldn’t decide whether I want to settle down with this man or not. We had our difficulties, we had our fun but there are also time when I feel like asking myself “what’s next?”. We all did imagine we would walk in the aisle someday when we get old but why does it feel I’m feeling empty inside. 

I feel like I’m holding on to a relationship because of one reason “Familiarity”. I have invested my time for a long time and it’s scary world if I would leave it all behind. 


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